booo.

i have a little time before my next photo shoot, and wanted to write real quick. so here goes. 

seldom are there times in my life where my soul realizes a soul i'm seeing for the first time with the recognition of a long lost friend; perhaps that of a sister/brother from a previous era i can't recall. anyhow...it is a rarity amongst times, so when it does happen, i like to cash in on it as quickly as possible. just the idea of it puts me in a whirl of excitement. even so that dr. seuss' "oh the places you will go" book cycles inside my mind to upcoming thoughts of conquering the foreign land ahead. i digress. i feel as though i found a kindred spirit over the last month. someone who i was sure would make my time in korea that of the most enjoyable kind. but yet news continues to ramble about their disappearance the second i arrive.  even more so,  my arrival begets their departure. that's not supposed to happen. not like that. and that, in itself, is enough to bring me to tears. granted, it was only a feeling of connection i was sure of, but nonetheless - i was sure of it, without a reservation in sight. now, i'm a firm believer in all things happening for a reason, but i'm still totally bummed that the chance is gone for an assured soul connection. 

i know of nothing else to say but that my disappointment is too much right now.

bah humbug. bah. bah humbug.